Different Girl

Welcome to my secret life! 💚

I'm the girl who's always smiling, regardless of how hard she tries to glare.
I'm the girl that can never think of a “normal” conversation starter, so sometimes she'll just ask what someone's favorite Mickey Mouse Clubhouse character is.
I'm the girl who laughs just a bit too loudly and thinks just a bit to crazily.
I'm the girl who will hug you when you're sad, stay with you when you're lonely, and make you laugh when you're happy.
I'm also the girl who uses smiling as a mask to hide her pain.
I'm the girl trying too hard to fit in, then ultimately failing and beating herself up over it.
I'm the girl who forces herself to laugh instead of sob as crying feels like weakness.
I'm the girl who will do anything for anybody, because that's all she has to live for anymore.